Thinking about this man again today, and his lovely wife. The picture of he and I at my high school graduation is my phone lock screen. I see him there dozens of times a day. I don't want to forget him. I want to resolve in my heart that he is gone. I want to process, heal, and grow. I want to grow into a woman that lives a lot like he did. I want to remember him in my actions, in my thoughts and in my heart.