I'm on the UCLA grad school website, looking at the application process. I'm day dreaming... about life and hopes and the future, all the 'doors' ahead. And I'm feeling more aware than ever of what it really means to say, "Lord, all my hopes are in You." 

If you can accomplish your dreams on your own... they probably aren't worth living for. I want to be spent up on something that my life can't afford, I want to be poured out into something that my life can't fill up on it's own. Pressed down, shaken up, and pouring over....